If you guys have been checking my tumblr since they got here on Brazil, you guys know I was depressed as fuck because I wasn’t gonna be able to see them. When I saw that first picture of Misha with a fan, I lost all my shit. I couldn’t eat. I couldn’t sleep. I spent days in my room without going to school… anyways, I was feeling terrible. On thursday my cousin said she might be able to take me to Rio de Janeiro (which is a 8 hour drive). I got super excited, once again, I couldn’t eat or sleep but this time was because I was anxious. When friday came my cousin said she couldn’t go. Once again I was depressed. 

On friday night Luma tells me she’s going to try to go to Misha’s hotel saturday morning. I was super excited for her. I couldn’t even sleep again because of how excited I was. I waited from 1am until 8am when I got her message on twitter saying: “Someone is going to have a video of Misha to keep when I get home. I DID IT, THAIS!”  I cried and cried and I couldn’t contain myself from the excitement. When she got home two hours after that, I was already going crazy. She uploaded the video and I watched it for the first time. It was Misha fucking Collins saying Hi to me and wishing that I was there. 
I was so happy. I watched the video a hundred times, that’s when it hit me. I wasn’t there. So I just went to my mother and said: “mom PLEASE you have to take me to Rio. I want it more than anything. Please!”

She said no because of my brothers and also she doesn’t know how to get there. I was devasted. I laid on the floor and covered myself with a blanket and spent the entire day there. When it was 6pm my dad went into my room to bring me dinner, that’s when he saw the mess I was. My pillow was soaking wet with tears and I was literally a mess. He looked at me and said: “Holy shit you look horrible”  I sighed and said Thank you. Then he said “You really want to go don’t you?” he looked at his feet “get ready. We’re leaving at 2am”   I couldn’t even answer because when I got up he was gone. I couldn’t believe it. I mean, I didn’t even know if they were gonna have tickets to sell there since I already lost the first day of convention. But it was better than nothing. I got up, went to do my hair and nails and everything. Went on facebook, and Luma and I talked about it and she said she convinced her dad to let her go too! 
When it was 2am I was ready. Do I even need to say that I didn’t even sleep again?! We got in the car and drove while Led Zeppelin played on the radio and my dad complained asked for me to put a Coldplay CD or something. I didn’t. haha. 
We stopped by the road to eat something, I tried eating for the first time in days, but I couldn’t. I threw up. I was too anxious.  
We arrived in Rio was 9:30am. I looked for the con place on the internet and put it on the GPS. We got there was 10am I was already one hour late. I called Luma and asked her where was she. She said that the convention was taking place at the fourth floor. My dad gave the car to the vallet and we ran to the fourth floor. When I got there, it was a very large room with lots of old people and stamps. There were stamps everywhere. So I asked to an old lady: “Is this the Supernatural convention?” She looked at me and said “There’s nothing Supernatural about a stamp exhibition, young lady.”  So I looked up and said “Fuck.”  everyone looked at me and I got there as fast as I could. I called Luma again and found out I was at the wrong hotel. Asked for directions to the right one, it was downtown. I’d get there in half an hour. Me and my dad got into the car and drove there. I swear to God it was the longest ride I’ve ever had in my entire life. I couldn’t even breathe. When we got at the actual hotel, I knew I was at the right one because I saw some girl wearing a SPN t-shirt. I went to the fourth floor and there was a bunch of people there in some kind of line. I couldn’t find Luma so I called her again she was like: “I’m in front of the elevator” so I yelled: “I’M in front of the elevator”  so then we both turned and saw each other. We hugged real quick and she took me to the room where people were buying the tickets. My dad got there and the woman said the least expensive package was sold out so the other one was 500 bucks. But this package only had a autograph. I was there to take a picture with Misha and I was going to do so. I asked her if I could buy the picture separetely. She said yes. So I said: “Great! then I want one with Misha.” She said “Oh, i’m sorry. We don’t have more Photo OPs with Misha.” So I flipped. I almost started crying. I was like: “LUMA WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!”   I didn’t even care my dad was watching the whole scene. I almost yelled saying: “I need Misha! You don’t understand!! You have to sell me this.”  So she said “What you could do is buy a Golden package (670 bucks) and we see what we can do.”  So she left the room and when she came back she said: “Misha just authorized us to sell one more photo op.” I wonder if she said there was this crazy girl losing her shit in the waiting room because she wanted a picture with him lmao So I looked at my dad and begged him so much. It was all I wanted. He said yes and he gave the woman his credit card. I hugged my dad so hard he almost fell. 

When I got the ticket my dad went some place, idk where, and I went to the toilet with Luma to see how bad I looked since I was in a car for eight hours. My hair was a mess, but whatever, I WAS GONNA MEET MISHA! 
As soon as I got out of the ladies room, I heard someone yell: “PHOTO OP WITH MISHA NOW!”  I almost pissed myself because NO! That was too soon. I wasn’t ready. But Luma said it had to be now or never. haha So I stood in line. I was pratically the last one. I was shaking my head and trying to think of anything else other than I was going to meet Misha in minutes when I feel a hand on my shoulders, I turn around and she says “Tabby?” and i’m like: “YES! LOUISE!”  So we hug and she shows me her photo op she took with Misha on the day before. It was gorgeous. Misha was so handsome and she was so pretty. It was a gorgeous photo OP and Misha was holding the paper with my message for him. It was written in capital letters: “I LIKE YOU!”  haha. Then she gave me the paper and there was my picture on the back. She said she asked Misha to sign it and there was a picture of my face signed by Misha. I squealed and gave her a hug. I think I even left some stains of lipstick all over her blouse (I’m sorry about that Louise haha). So she left and I stood there waiting for me to get into the room when I feel someone touching my shoulder and saying: “Excuse me”  I look up and YES. It is… no one else, the one and only…. Misha Collins. I was static and I said something like: “Uhhh?”  he laughed and said: “Hi” and passed in front of me and got into the room. Almost two minutes after he was gone I got out of my petrified state and said “Hi” to myself. Haha. 
Ten minutes later the line moved to the inside of the room. I could see Misha taking the pictures. One girl asked to give him a piggyback ride for the photo op. He did it. It was so sweet. I wanted a different photo. Something unique but I had no idea what to ask for. I was lost into my thoughts when the woman says: “It’s your turn, sweetheart.”
I shook my head, looked at Misha and he was right in front of me and at that moment I swore he was Castiel because he looked so innocent and he was doing that head tilt thing he does and his eyes oh man, so blue. I went to him but then I remembered I still had my purse so I mumbled something like “wait a sec” and went back to leave my purse at the table. When I did that, the strap of my purse got caught around the heel of my boot so I tripped and almost fell. While that happened, Misha was really close and right in front of me so he kinda opened his arms (idk what he was intending to do omg) but when when he saw I grabbed the table and I was on my feet again he laughed really loud. I blushed so hard and I was kinda mad cause he was laughing but whatever. He was there and he was handsome as fuck. So I went to him and he was still smiling and ask: “You okay there?”  I nodded and I remembered what I was gonna say. I showed him my picture Louise showed him the day before and said: “This is me. My friend asked you to sign this. Thank you by the way. Also, you made a video at the hotel last morning saying hi to me. Thank you for that too.”  He raised his hand like something clicked then he said: “Yes! Thais!”  I almost fainted. Misha Collins remembered me and we haven’t even met before. Haha. I kept it cool and said: “Yes! Me. As soon as I saw that video I took a 8 hour trip and came running to meet you.” I laughed and he said “Aww I’m so glad you came” and then hugged me. I wasn’t expecting it so my face was caught in his chest and I couldn’t breathe so I tried letting go but he was still hugging and I couldn’t figure out why Misha wouldn’t let me go. Then I remembered it was a photo OP and I just turned my face from his chest in the direction of the camera and gave something that looked like a smile. I couldn’t breathe. 

When he finally let me go I almost made a disapproving noise because I was beginning to get used to his embrace hahaha So I turned around to grab my purse and he said: “hey!” so I turned around to him again “You photograph really well. Gorgeous” then he winked at me. He fucking winked at me. I couldn’t say anything I just laughed and kept walking backwards because I had to get away from there or else I would embarrass myself. So when I finally said thank you I was already at the door so I kinda yelled and he smiled back and just like that I met Misha for the first time that day and in my entire life. It took me a few minutes to realize what just happened. As soon as I saw Louise I told her Misha just called me gorgeous and that I just met him and that he was the most beautiful man i’ve ever seen. I couldn’t breathe. I started making noises and jumping and walking really fast and I teared up a little. She even took some pictures of me freaking out. So I just recomposed myself and said that I needed to drink something because my throat has never felt so dry before in my life. And I would still see him a lot more that day. That was just the beginning of the best day of my life.

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After the photo op it was Richard’s panel. So funny and cute. He was amazing. When his panel was over, it was the lunch break. I couldn’t eat anything so Luma and I went downstairs and she bought me a coke and she ate a doritos, i guess, and I drinked my coke. After the lunch break it was Misha’s panel. I couldn’t even breathe because I was so excited. I went to the lobby to post about my photo op on tumblr and I forgot it was Misha’s panel so Luma called me like four times to tell me to go back running upstairs. I went there and there were a few people in the line to ask him questions already (He wasn’t even there yet). So I said: “Oh Luma, I have no idea what I’m gonna ask him but I need to ask him something.” So I got up and stood there in line. Fifteen minutes later this woman takes the mic and announces Misha. He comes in running through a door that was right behind me and once again he passed by me. I almost died because I was still not used to seeing this man in person. I mean, I spend hours of my day staring at his face and listening to his voice in the computer but suddenly he was there, so fucking real and in front of me. It was really like a dream. The panel started and I was really quiet during most of it. But when I got closer (there were only two girls in front of me to ask) I started to loosen up a little bit. The first girl asked him “Why do you always put your hands on the girl’s forehead when you’re going to kiss her? It happened in a lot of your acting jobs also in Supernatural when you kiss Meg”  Misha was so awkward. He started laughing so hard he couldn’t even breathe right. He said “I did not know that was something that happened”  One thing I noticed since I was so close to him during most of his panel, is that he always seem so cool but you guys, whenever someone makes him a compliment, he blushes! Yes he fucking blushes. This one girl told him he was hot and he was so red it was really cute, but he kept his cool and answered something like: “Well I agree. The air conditioning system doesn’t seem to be working here.” Haha But he was blushing the entire time. After this girl asked her question about how he kisses, the other girl next to her, showed him that video of Misha and Jensen making the When Harry Met Sally’s orgasm scene. She played it on the big screen and everyone was laughing so hard and Misha was sitting the entire time, so uncomfortable, but when she stopped playing the video, she asked if he could do it again. So everyone started cheering but he said no. I was really close by then, so anything I said, he would look at me and answer. It felt really great. I said: “Aw, is it cause Jensen isn’t here?”  Misha did that whole-body laugh he does and said: “Yes! Yes. It’s because Jensen isn’t here. I can only do it with Jensen.” Everyone obviously started screaming like crazy asking for him to do it. So I said: “Hey guys, c’mon. He already said he can’t have orgasms without Jensen.”  Misha looked at me like I was the most perverted person in this entire planet and yelled: “FAKE! FAKE ORGASMS!” so I laughed really loud and he started laughing too. Everyone was laughing it was wonderful. So then there was me. The woman gave me the microphone and I panicked. I’m really good at improvising but Misha was right in front of me. Looking at me. Waiting for me to say something. I said Hi. But the fucking microphone wasn’t working. Everyone laughed and I kept testing the microphone but it wasn’t working so Misha took his own microphone and said: “You have to do it like this” Then he put the microphone inside his mouth. Haha. I was really nervous so when the microphone started working, I forgot my question! So I said it and this girl told him to get out and she was speaking portuguese so Misha didn’t even understand what she said but he told her to shut up and let me speak. Haha. But a minute had passed and I couldn’t remember my question. I figured I should just give up and get out of there since the girl behind me was poking my shoulders. When I gave the microphone to her, Misha got up of his chair and came running towards me yelling: “NO NO NO NO NO! come back” So he asked me to come closer to the stage and I was like really hesitant because I had no idea what was going on. But I went anyways. So he said he was gonna figure out what I was thinking by mind reading. That’s when he puts his hand on my forehead, everyone started screaming and I was really scared but then I realized people were screaming because Misha Fucking Collins had his hand on my head. I tried keeping it cool but I couldn’t so when I looked up he said: “That’s pretty weird… What you were thinking” So when I looked at him and he talked to me so naturally, all my worries went away and suddenly I wasn’t so nervous anymore. I laughed and said: 

“I really hope you didn’t read my mind. That’d be awkward for both of us.”  So he gave me the most adorable laugh i’ve ever seen. When I get nervous, I start backing away, so that’s why I did. He didn’t tell me to leave but I didn’t trust myself so I started walking away from him. But when I was almost too far I turned around and yelled: “OH I REMEMBERED!” So everyone laughed, including him, and he said: “I told ya!” Haha. So I asked him to do a Russian accent and he did. Then a Japanese one. Then he said: okay, this was the last question. And started saying his goodbyes.
After Misha’s panel was over It’s all kind of a blank to me. I don’t even remember what happened until the autograph time.

It was a huge space but since they were almost two hours late on the schedule. They asked everyone to come in and sit, doesn’t matter if they had paid autographs or not. Even the parents. So my dad came in and stood there. She called Misha, Jim, Mark P, Mark S and Richard to the stage and they started being goofy and making fun of each other. Anyways, they thanked the fans and blabla and all that. Then Misha went to the center of the stage and started dancing in a really weird way. Everyone laughed and when I looked behind me, my dad was laughing too. Hahaha.

Then they all sat down on their specific tables and on each table there was an Actor and a member of the staff. People lined up really quick and I was one of the first in line. Didn’t have to wait much. So the first one was Misha. I looked at him and he said: “Hi again, Thais” he kinda made an effort to say my name right. It was cute. haha I said “Hello. Fancy meeting you here.” He laughed and said “Sorry about harrassing you earlier, by the way.” I laughed again and said “Please. Nothing that I wouldn’t like!” He said something like “Awwww, c’mere” and pulled me for a hug. When I looked up, some girls were staring at me (because not everyone was at Misha’s panel. Misha’s panel was really empty because most people were taking pics with Jared) so they had no idea what Misha was talking about “harrassing” me. Haha. Just quick reminder of how good he smells and how comfortable his hugs are. Even when I’m having to lean across the table. I had to take the ticket to the autograph so I opened my notebook and while i was looking for it I had my notebook opened on the first page on my hand and on the first page there was my bucket list. The first item was “Meeting Misha”. I was looking inside my bag when I felt a heavy weight over my notebook. When I looked up, Misha was leaning across the table and he was striking number one from my bucket list “Meeting Misha”  I swear to God I almost cried but I’m really great at keeping my appearances. And in that moment I thought he was Castiel because I was staring at him and he was staring at me back, I think he was waiting for me to say something to him. But I was so sdfsdknfkjsd I couldn’t even breathe. So then the girl from the staff breaks the moment and says: your ticket please. And I found the ticket and gave it to her. Misha signed a photo of him and gave it to me. Then he said: “I hope I’ll be seeing you soon, Thais. Bye”  Of course he had to say my name again. I cry every time I remember how much he said my name without really having to. It’s like he knows he’s killing me by doing that. He probably does. Ass. Anyways, I said something like “I hope so” and started walking towards Richard. I didn’t have the money to buy any more autographs so it was really awkward just passing by him, specially because there was no one there so he’d see me passing by. I felt really bad cause I love Richard but I didn’t have the money to buy his autograph. So I went to him and said: “Richard, I just wanted to say you’re so god damn awesome. I’m not only getting an autograph because money was tight and I couldn’t afford it but I seriously admire you so much. You’re great and I really want Gabriel back on Supernatural. One of the best characters of the show.”  He was surprised and it made me sad because if he was surprised, it meant people don’t say that to him enough. He made a stunned face and said: “Oh my God! YOU’RE SO NICE!!!” haha so I laughed, patted him on the shoulder and I said “Well, you deserve it.” then I smiled and started walking away but I felt his hand on my arm, I turned back and he said: “TELL ME YOUR NAME NOW!” and didn’t even think about it and said “hm, Thais! My name is Thais.” and I spelled it to him. So he took a picture and signed it for me. Then said “Here.” and the girl from the staff yelled at him “RICHARD YOU CAN’T DO THAT!” At that moment I swore he was Gabriel because he did that famous annoying face Gabriel does all the time and said “Excuse me. It’s a gift for a friend.” I almost passed out. He called me friend. Omg. Richard is the sweetest ever and I smiled at him and said thanks. When I passed by Mark S. I said some nice stuff to him too. Like I loved how he was in every show I watch and that I absolutely adore him and everything I felt like saying at the moment. I didn’t tell him about not having money to buy his autograph because I already told Richard and that made him uncomfortable enough to give me his autograph for free. So I didn’t do it with Mark. But he listened to what I said to Richard. So he asked me to spell my name. And I said “Oh no. I don’t have a ticket, you don’t have to.” He smiled and said “NAME sweetheart. I wanna give you this.” so I almost passed out because BRITISH ACCENT and spelled my name. He wrote “To THAIS, LOTS OF LOVE”. So god damn adorable. So when I saw a lot of people had left, I went back to Misha because I had forgotten my notebook at his table and he was talking to a member of the staff. I put my hand over my notebook and he looked at me and I got worried and said “Oh this is mine. I left it here.” so he said “Yeah I know I was keeping it for you!”  AHH! I laughed (because that’s all I can do when I’m nervous) and said Thank you. He was gonna say something but my dad pulled me and said we had to go now. I looked at Misha (obviously embarrassed) and he was laughing at me for the 4958349534 time that day.  I gave him a look like “stop laughing” and it only made him laugh even more. And who could resist that laugh? I laughed too and I said: “okay. Bye.”  He said bye and I went back to the car.

So… yeah, guys. That’s the story of how I met Misha and how he treated me so fucking nicely and how I could never imagine for these things to happen. I still can’t believe how lucky I am. And If you wanna see my video of my question to Misha. Here’s a link. 

heysammy:

Yeah, man. Good times, good times.

Anja I will never forget this. KMSDLFKM  Whenever I remember that day I just wanna crawl in a hole and cry for the rest of my life or until the next con

I told you guys I was gonna make a detailed post about my experience at the convention so… here it is. 

I divided the story in parts because I like to tell details so you guys can try to understand what I was feeling at the moment. Haha. 
If you guys want to read the rest I will post the rest. :)

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If I made a very detailed post about my con experience, would anyone read it? 

I was at the cafeteria talking to my friend during lunch and this girl from my class comes to me and yells: “THAIS YOU BITCH!”
So I was like: “hm? What?”
She’s still walking towards me so everyone is listening to what she’s saying. She laughs and says: “HOW THE FUCK DID YOU MEET MISHA?”
So I immediately start laughing out loud and I’m like: you know him?
And she’s like: omg I fucking adore him
So it has been almost 50 minutes and we’re still talking about Misha and his perfection during class

The girl was freaking out just because I met him. Imagine what she would do if I told her the whole story haha

trickztr:

keepcalmandcastielon:

assstiel:

This girl asked Misha to do the fake orgasm thing he did with Jensen at that con (that when Harry met Sally) and he said he couldn’t do it
So I looked at him and asked: aw is it because Jensen isn’t here? *sad face*
Then Misha laughs and says “Can’t do it without Jensen”
Then people kept asking him to do it and I said: c’mon guys. He already said he can’t have orgasms without Jensen
So he looked at me like I was the most pervert person ever and he said: “FAKE fake orgasms.”

#only a true master can troll a troll

OMG, THAT WAS FUCKING PRICELESS.

He just sat there, on his stool, while the video and audio were playing, like “nope, I’m not mortified at all by the fact that there are kids - including this adorable 4yr old who I just gave back to his mother - in the room and there’s a video of me fucking an orgasm with Jensen at a con. NOT AT ALL.” 

LOL. He was trying so fucking hard to play it cool. But then he got out-trolled by that girl. It was beautiful. =’)

JUST REBLOGGING THIS COMMENT BECAUSE PEOPLE THOUGHT I WAS LYING ABOUT IT. YOU SEE? IT HAPPENED!

not only I had a great convention because of the cast, but I also met one of my favorite people here on tumblr. Luma <3 And she is so pretty and nice (no she’s not nice. she kept calling me dumb all the time. i’m kinda slow but that’s mean luma) LKMSDFLDSKM I love you so much dfslkmds <3